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Friday, July 9, 2010

life gets in the way

i haven't been on here
and haven't written much in a while
life has gotten in the way for sure
i have this new job, which is kinda similar to what my dream job would be
accept it would be at a different place
there are lots of stories i could share, but i don't even know where to start!
the other summer students i work with are awesome. we have so much fun together
the others i work with are..ugh. they treat us like crap, they take advantage of us and make us do their jobs.
its kinda annoying. luckily, i don't really have to work with many of them. i am working with a volunteer who seems okay. its weird to give people directions.
i really hope i can do good. i really really want to! its hard though. i spoke to a lot of assholes today too...some people are so rude!
so i've been working there and then doing my other job too.
i go to work and then drive to work ahaah
ugh.
i need the money so it works out i guess.
although i am so tired and kinda over my other job
just because of specific people..mainly one male.
i don't really know how to describe the situations or moments
but i hate it.
i hate it with a passion.
i am confused and its annoying feeling
but life goes on.
in 3 weeks i wont see him again for another 8 months...well really 9.
hopefully my heart can heal and smile again.
i am watching say yes to the dress haha. i watch this all the time
i dont know why!
i shouldn't at all
i don't like love shows and stuff
they are stupid.
i've also been seeing a lot of stuff on the g20.
its pretty interesting and hard to completely understand the situation with all the apparent censorship and control of the media.
some guy said the black bloc were planted by the state! why didn't think of something that cool..haha. i don't find it weird, and neither should you, that i am totally not surprised by that.
police state is one of the many terms being tossed around quite a bit...and seeing the images were speaking very much too it. and of course police brutality and human rights and stuff.
i watched the news often that weekend...it was so hard to watch.
i was really uncomfortable watching the police and the protesters standoff, yelling and horses chasing people and police beating people...
those images were not cool but i guess important to see.
what else have i been doing...as i type this, i think about how much my finger hurt!
i cut my knuckle today on a file in a filing cabinet...which i wasn't even looking in haha.
yea...weird eh.
i want to get a hair cut so bad but at work i always wear it up because it gets so damn hot.
its been RIDICULOUS this week. mid-40s! nuts!
so it means that i wear my hair up at work...so
i dont want to get it cut and then it never be down which would be crappy.
i wish the weekend was longer than 2 days.
i think it should be 5 days..
ahaha
okay i am done
PEACE
ray charles
x

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