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Saturday, February 26, 2011

raise your hands like you just don't care

hello bloggy
i don't feel like writing my paper today
i've written 3 or 4 sentences and i can't make myself continue.
i've been working on it since tuesday (which is a very long time for me. i usually write papers in 2 or 3 days, writing the intro in one day an the bulk of it on the second day) and have gotten a huge chunk done - 9 pages to be exact
i guess i am slowly writing it to make it as perfect as it can be at this point. i am practically writing a thesis paper as it is worth 60% of my mark and involves primary research which in history, is a big deal. in soc, not so much
but now that i am on the actual analysis part, i don't want to write anymore ahah
which is bad considering that part is the most important part
its weird, usually i am most productive after 2 or 3 and saturdays are days i can bust out a lot of my paper
but i'm at home and home is a very difficult environment to write in or do any work for that matter
so i have 9 pages out of 20 -25 pages done and my paper is due in 2 weeks.
yuck.
its the end of february pretty much
that means i have 5 or 6 weeks left of school - actually, undergrad
i will be done soon and that's a really scary thought. i want to graduate but saying goodbye to some amazing people that got me through these 4 years - especially the last 3 - will be so hard.
and i'm not even graduating with some of them because we are in different programs and because my first major isn't their first major. sucks!
today i had to pick up a pair of pants from the cleaners because i had to get them fixed
and the lady asked me if i had any plans for the weekend and i said i was writing a paper
and she was like "WOAH YOU ARE A WRITER?" and i chuckled a bit because i thought that was a weird question/response but then i realized what city i was in and i said "no no...its a paper for school" and she said "so what newspaper is it going to be published in?" at this point i was confused - how the hell did she get that i was writing for a paper? then i again remembered where i was - i replied "its just for a class. i'm in university" she said "oh." ahahaha. and the oh was one of those oh... replies. i got the feeling she thought i was a billion and a half years older than i actually am which is funny.
i guess though i am a writer - i write lots of papers. but not by choice and i don't get paid for them. instead i pay to attend a class that tells me to write a paper that i don't want to actually write. oh university, i am glad i am almost done with you.
i say almost because i am literally once month plus a few weeks away from being done this year and because i applied to grad school....
what else, reading week went so fast. its ridiculous.
i have barely left the house too which is disappointing
on friday i saw my cousin and her bf at timmies, saturday i went to second cup, sunday...i went to future shop to get a card reader thing for my slr, monday i went to timmies with someone who i don't know what to call haha (j and i call her k)...and i think thats it. wait no thursday i dropped off my pants at the cleaners and bought a new eyeliner brush at shoppers. OH and thursday night i snuck out of the house to go to the grocery store to get nerds and coke so i could stay up late and do work.
how baller was my reading week eh?
i know, i know. pretty baller
i don't have much else to say
which is lame because that means i am supposed to go back to writing but i don't want to.
oh my living room is getting painted soon. hopefully it looks purrtty when its done.

i want to have time to do nothing. but no, school kills it.

okay i'm going to continue sitting here...starring at my paper. not doing anything productive.
maybe stumble upon! or load new photos on my deviant account. hmm.

ray charles

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