Maybe it's Obsession

I've had some really amazing late night convos with Ray Charles recently. And I've been doing research on certain thing pertaining to things I deal with. Anyway, my mind pooped this out a few minutes ago.

Maybe it’s because you missed the feeling all these years
Or maybe it’s because it’s the only way you know
But that would be a lie because you’re aware of other ways
Maybe it’s just the one you love the most
Love shouldn’t be so destructive
You promised you wouldn’t but this has nothing to do with it
It’s about something different this time
You’re reasons have changed and you realize now that
It’s so burned into who you are you could swear it’s in your DNA
Let’s blame it on bad genes again
Well you don’t feel like yourself anymore
Your philosophies change daily and
You just want to get out of this place
It’s a shame there’s no return policy on these things
Maybe we can exchange our faults for other flaws
But right now your disorders give you orders
Let’s call this part acceptance
You know how fortunate you are but you’re still at odds with fate
Because as hard as you try you still feel ripped off
You wonder how many times you would have to count
All the picture frames on the wall
Til it would just leave you alone
It’s rare when it feels like walls are caving in
Especially when your’s are reinforced
And meant to stand the harshest storms
But all you ever get are weak armies and feeble attempts
At breaking through and breaking in
Let’s remember what caving in really means to you
It has nothing to do with walls but rather
Your heart
Well maybe your heart was never weak
Maybe it’s been your head this whole time
What you have mistaken for logic and reason
Are really just irrational thoughts taking over
Either way you should probably stop caving in
But maybe it’s because you missed the feeling all these years
Maybe it’s obsession
You were always amazed with how the human condition heals


Ok, now back to writing about hockey...McNHL in three!

+ Lorelie